つつも
Usage
"it is -, but still" and show paradoxical meaning
思い~~ます~~ + つつも
Examples
一人で洞窟に入るのは危ないと知りつつも、入ってしまった
Despite knowing that going in a cave alone is dangerous, I went in
初めてのライブで緊張しつつもものすごく楽しめました
Despite being very nervous at my first concert, I was able to enjoy it